Live from OP KS

Working for a security company sucks because being behing the monstrous firewall prevents me from freely trolling the stupid people that want yo move to Canada to avoid Obamacare… Funny part is that Canada does not want you and they have their own pre-existing condition clause.

I am officially back in the KC area, living in Raytown which finally makes my 816 cell legit, but working in Overpriced Park which would kind of would put me in hypocrite waters if I start hating on the JOCO d-bags.

Things are going amazing with my lovely nurse. It seems like my whole life had been leading up to us being together. Finally found someone crazy enough to want to be happy every day.

I am slowly catching up with everyone here and looking forward to hanging out. Will be playing some indoor soccer tonight!

Really looking forward to a lot of things coming up.

Only sad part is my uncle is getting worse and worse. Less responsive every day. I do feel like I did much as I could fit him. Now it is just the matter of waiting for him to rest in peace.

Glad to be back in the cowtown.

Chi-Jua-Jua

- Still stuck on inside jokes.
- That and I am dating a nurse. Hello Nurse!
- Until about a month I had taken maybe 3 naps.
- Since I have taken about a dozen.
- I can still function well on 3 hours sleep.
- It is pretty nice to be able to wake up at 7 AM.
- My uncle is getting worse.
- I am starting to dislike his wife more and more each day.
- When the head enters the sand to ignore reality it also block hope.
- “Punishing” someone already in their death bed is not just cruel, it should be criminal.
- I have the love of more mothers than it should be legal.
- Say it with me, Chi-Jua-Jua like a military chant.
- Remember the movie UP? now instead of squirrel say CHODE!
- I will wait until you go to google.
- CHODE > D-Bag
- Golf is in my future, like lots of it.
- I love sushi and also the train that carries it.
- I got to grill a little bit this weekend, looking forward to more grilling.
- Good vibes, yeap, good vibes.
- Sometimes what you ask for is not want you need.
- Sometimes what you need is not what you want.
- Its good to be wanted, specially when you are not needed.
- I miss hard rock and heavy metal, I think I am going to have a love affair with it again.
- Wiggle x3 YEAH!
- Music does not just get me through the day, it gets me through life.
- I might check Japan out of my bucket list sooner rather than later.
- Then there is the whole not wanting to be a human glow stick problem, so it might be later.
- Tomorrow my future step father is getting surgery.
- I am looking forward to that wedding.
- They have been together for years.
- When you know, you know.

TGIF Atheist Style

- I like saying thank God as a figure of speech.
- I used to say THANKS God before someone corrected me… it might still slip out.
- I admire guys like Hitchens and Harris.
- “Take the risk of thinking for yourself, much more happiness, truth, beauty, and wisdom will come to you that way.” – Hitchens.
- I still find comfort in religion and my imaginary friend.
- I am comfortable in a biker bar talking about boobs and beer and also in a highrise with a bunch of PhDs and their dissertations.
- I might do both of those in the same week.
- Smart people fascinate me, not sure why they intimidate people.
- Stupidity is way more intimidating.
- I met this dude last night and he was not intimidating.
- I also promised to troll him, but that would require some reading and I don’t feel like it.
- Political science is intimidating but I like Aristotle.
- If my website were to screw Meesha‘s site and get it pregnant you would have Ed’s website design.
- I will use intimidating again and it is because I am scared.
- It has been a long time since I have been this scared.
- Most of the time fear goes away with the use of simple logic.
- This time it is not working at all.
- It amuses me when people think that being controlled with your emotions means that you are controlling.
- I don’t manipulate people, I use all my powers for awesome.
- Just because I can think clearly in stressful situations it does not mean I don’t feel.
- During this whole ordeal with my uncle’s terminal illness I have not felt the need to talk to God about it.
- I think God and I have a marriage of convenience, I try to love him but his actions make me think he does not love me.
- I love the fact that most people that read what I write only get about 2% of what I am trying to say and 72% will find what is serious funny and 28% what is funny serious.
- I personally belong to the percentage that finds what is funny serious.
- I might not be telling the truth about those percentages.
- Does a disclaimer have to come before you lie or after?
- I am not sure if lies hurt the liar more or the one that was lied to.
- In Spanish the word innocence is used a lot to convey unaware, we also use “he had not broken his fast.”
- I need to stop reading books that revolve around hunger when I am trying to lose weight.
- Nope it is not the Hunger Games, it is the Game of Thrones.
- I should have asked the political scientists that I was hanging out with last night to play chess with me.
- I did not want to stereotype though.
- Oh! btw, Fuck you Travis! I love you too.
- Life continues to remind me that in the end it is all about love.
- I think I am going to spend the rest of my life learning about patience.
- Waiting for something for years to happen should show patience.
- The more patient I am asked to be, the better the result I expect.
- This weekend will be rainy but I will be indoors most of it.
- I still hate meetings.
- I hate the fact that I get happy when there is communication happening in a meeting.
- Meetings where communication does not happen should be refunded… time wise.
- The academic world sounds a lot more fun, their meetings always involve food.
- Is it time to become a full time teacher?

Female to Male no Communication

I guess I will start with a disclaimer. What I say might come off as sexist, stupid or just plain wrong; but this is simply a brain dump from a couple of conversations and situations I have been dealing with lately. While some of it might also be related to my relationship with my wife, it is actually like 3 situations lately (from different couples) that has lead me to post this. I am hoping this is helpful to someone… and not just infuriating to the females that read this post.

The joke goes, there was a guy that figured out what women wanted… so what happened to him? He died laughing.

All joking aside, I have often said the following about women.

“Women want you to know what they want; not guess, but know. They will not tell you what they want because the moment they tell you, they don’t want it anymore.”

That sounds foreign to any male that reads it. Most of us don’t get that. We are almost not capable or rationalizing how someone can expect something without it being communicated. The female counterpart sees it completely different, they think their behavior, past experiences, Hollywood cheesy moves and “knowing” them should have made their wants completely clear to us, we are just too dumb to pick up on the “hints.”

I used to go crazy over that. I really did. It made no sense to me. So how do you fit a square peg into a round hole?

It turns out that most of the time it is delivery. How you deal with the situation might eventually make you seem pro at the game of life.

Women don’t necessarily want us to be able to forecast their every need… well at least the sensible ones. They want us to be able and willing to do those things out of our own accord and not because they asked us for them.

The first step is to discover how your significant other receives love. Is it gifts, is it words, is it physical affection, is it displays of compassion? What makes you endearing to them. Then do that often and not because you know they like it but because you enjoy doing it.

Let’s take getting flowers. If your woman loves flowers, enjoy the process. Get her flowers that mean something to her, or surprise her by getting her something in a color she likes. Maybe a flower that reminds her of a past trip or a past dinner. Maybe a flower that has an additional meaning or a little story. Being romantic is really not that complicated, just show some interest in the process and not just concentrate on the result.

The male is simple, we want food and sex. For the female it is way different. It goes beyond the physical fact that foreplay might prepare that area for action.

Sex to a woman is the cherry on top the ice cream, the ice cream is the dinner, or the phone call early in the day saying “Hey let’s get it on tonight.” To a guy, sex is the ice cream, the main event. We could give two craps about the cherry most of the time.

Finding that middle ground makes relationships a sundae or a banana split, LOL. Not making the effort in a relationship makes every time feel like you are eating McD’s soft serve.

I am not an expert, but I do think it is important to communicate. And well, this brain dump is what has helped me the most. I hope some of this helps others too navigate the weird dance that relationships can be.

Monday Ramble

- Today does not feel like a Monday.
- It feels more like a really weird Wednesday.
- I think a lot of people took the day off.
- The weekend seemed to have gone by way too fast.
- Trying another Indian Restaurant failed again.
- The bar is maybe set too high from our favorite place back in KC.
- I keep on saying that its the service, but that is not true.
- Food should not make you sick after you eat it.
- We are spoiled having a Colombian bakery to make up for bad food.
- Old posts seem to be getting comments lately.
- I want to revisit some of those posts.
- I make tons of simple mistakes when writing because I write too fast.
- I try to edit every post before I hit publish.
- If i edited everything to perfection I would never post anything.
- I actually have a day off mid week!
- Looking forward to the break in the middle of the week.
- I never realized how much I miss my good dentist in Michigan.
- At least we found an awesome ophthalmologist.
- KU graduate nonetheless.
- I did not set an alarm for this morning and still woke up in time.
- I went to bed kind of late too.
- I am still concerned that we might have to pay for the nice weather.
- I love being able to feel the sun on my face in the morning.
- I have not listened to podcasts in a couple of weeks.
- I guess it is time to start my podcast with DeGuia then.
- Thanks to him I am reading The Game of Thrones.
- So far so good.
- The Hunger Games movies comes out in March.
- My little niece wants to see it.
- It is interesting that she is old enough to enjoy things I like.
- She had no clue who Madonna was.
- We got into an e-mail war over Lady Gaga > Madonna.
- Madonna is def the chicken with Lady Gaga being the egg.
- Per DeGuia, Lil Kim is the chicken, Nicky (Manige?) is the egg.
- The older I get the more I like some country pop music.
- Dam you DeGuia, I also love me some Rockabilly.
- Nuke and I agree that youth is wasted on the young.

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